darla

"your cage is just too small to move in"


Day.

karma lately sucks
I haven't done anything wrong.
This is the reason things not working out, has made me mad.
So i dumped my water in the parking lot and threw the cup.
I felt bad,but everything else has made me feel worse.
Im stuck in a trance.

Night.

I was listening to something that was my life,and it left me feeling drained.
I wiped up the ring my cup of water left on the table, and set the cup on the napkin then walked away.

this time i wasn't mad.
i just wanted to stay a bit longer,even if it wasn't me physically.
Im stuck in a trance.

Going home i listened to another version of my life,only this time i felt comfort.
Drives at night are lonely, even when you are with people. A very lonely thing. I like them.
I like them especially when i have a faint idea of where Im headed but uncertain at the same time.
I knew i was going home but with each tree the headlights revealed the farther and more unknown my surroundings felt.
I need to drive, i like it. Or find someone to drive me,ill be the passenger and they will be the guide.



something is very, very wrong.