darla

"your cage is just too small to move in"


Day.

karma lately sucks
I haven't done anything wrong.
This is the reason things not working out, has made me mad.
So i dumped my water in the parking lot and threw the cup.
I felt bad,but everything else has made me feel worse.
Im stuck in a trance.

Night.

I was listening to something that was my life,and it left me feeling drained.
I wiped up the ring my cup of water left on the table, and set the cup on the napkin then walked away.

this time i wasn't mad.
i just wanted to stay a bit longer,even if it wasn't me physically.
Im stuck in a trance.

Going home i listened to another version of my life,only this time i felt comfort.
Drives at night are lonely, even when you are with people. A very lonely thing. I like them.
I like them especially when i have a faint idea of where Im headed but uncertain at the same time.
I knew i was going home but with each tree the headlights revealed the farther and more unknown my surroundings felt.
I need to drive, i like it. Or find someone to drive me,ill be the passenger and they will be the guide.



something is very, very wrong.

Listen to my music,
And hear what it can do,
There's something here that is as strong as life,
I know that it will reach you.

it had to have been the elder that took control




i have to read this book

no surprise can ever top this one

my life really is magical

ha.